43 is a prime number, not being divided by any natural numbers except for one and itself. I like this uniqueness. The quality is very much like me, or, at least my life goal ready to portray myself. Not divided as it may be, 43 can be analyised and conceived by a sequence of figures. They all mean a lot in the running of the 43, seeping with spark of wisdom and cherished memories and experiences for me:

9 was a irrational number. It could not be replaced and taken by any other numbers in the eye of my grandfather. 9 was the greatest, first, loving, and sole in my family. Besides, 9 was also the most brilliant amid all others.
3 was an infinite. It continued the former pride and excellency and kept glowing. I was a spoiled child by the adoration and admiration from others.
But the next 3 was presented as a significant digit. It reflected the cruelty of real life and how meek and tender I was.
However, 3 this time is complex number. It combined itself with urges of stronger feelings to most of my cravings in juvenile, sprawling its tender sprouts to an unknown colorful and mysterious world.
They are the 'Spawning Eighteens'.

10 is imaginary number to fulfill all my fantasies; lust, taste,  lucre, senew, popularity, venture, diligence, enigma, and so on, nothing but essential elements of vanity.
10 is imaginary number to fulfill all my fantasies; quality, fame, power, conquering, rein, charm, leadership, wincelessness, nothing but essential elements of vanity.
And I call them the 'Lost Twenties'.

And the last 5 to this days is decent integer, clear, simple, gaudiless, and with integrity, just as its name. To meet this number, I paid a lot for it, and I've learned a lot to be here. In a word, that is love. Love makes me aware and awake, from how weak I am and used to be, to how great humans could acquire from our dear Father, to how precious we are in the eye of His. Apart from all my undescribable gratitude toward Him and the true love He granted me, I'd rather name these enlighted and resurrected five years the 'Taylormade Penta'.
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